Pain is here to stay. Pain is here everyday to mock you every move, here to watch you suffer slowly. Whether it's taking someone away, or brining something back that can remind you of that pain.
It was a cold, winter day in England. A week after Ace's tragic death, news had gotten around. Some people, not common, would believe I had to do with Ace's death; like I murdered him.
These people most likely were 1-3 people, but their words never convinced anyone. I was in the Slytherin common room with Lucas, fiddling around with magical trinkets left lying around Hogwarts.
Lucas had cold look on his face. That was the first time I ever saw his smile turn into a frown. "Lucas, you okay?" I asked, him simply not responding. "Lucas?" I asked
once more.
Lucas was not staring at me, since he was blind, but it was intended to be at me. He walked out of the room with one word in response, "Bye."
I knew Lucas was a sweet innocent person, he would always make a cold grin turn into a happy smile. It was strange to see him like that, which was rather peculiar.
I had then headed out of the common room as well, in hopes to find Asia. I then walked to lonely walls of Hogwarts, heading to the Ravenclaw common room.
I saw Asia and a girl named Abby. Abby kept gossiping about Ace's death, which was tragic to everyone.
Llyr, on the other hand, ran from the country off to America. No one knows where in America, but I had a feeling it was near the American Ministry of Magic, which is in New York.
Most people don't know it's Llyr, not even Lucas. Ace's parents are in the case of finding what or who killed him.
I'm not strong mentally, I'm pretty weak in that case. It's strange that some people believe that I'm really emotionless. I find it depressing really, to be emotionless. No feeling or guilt to death, that must be good in some cases.
I stared at Asia from across the Ravenclaw common room, a bit annoyed by Abby spreading constant lies. I walked over to them, looking at Abby, which she seemed to look confused on who I was, even though she knows all about me.
"Hello, Asia," I said as kind as I could get. "Yes, Tom," Asia seemed annoyed that Abby was giggling a bit. "I lost Lucas." I responded, her eyes growing bigger at my words.
"What?! Where did you see him last?" she asked. "Slytherin common room." I rolled my eyes. "Maybe he's-" Lucas then came in looking for Asia, like always.
"Asia, are you there?" he asked, trying to hear for her voice. Asia then went over to him to guide him over to where I was.
"Yes, Lucas?" Asia said in a kind way. I sighed, uninterested. I just honestly wanted to know if Lucas was okay or not.
"Now that you have that figured out, what do you do now, Tom?" I looked at Asia, wondering. Ace wasn't here to go find, which make me miss him.
It made me wonder, everybody dies but no one truly lives. He died at sixteen, it was going to be his last year at Hogwarts.
He really did waste all that time wondering.
Sorry so short and boring! Thanks for reading!
