Something about it just hasn’t felt the same recently. I’m not getting the same amount of joy from here as when I used to get on KT. It’s become…
…boring, I guess. For me.
I try to make posts, but I feel kind of not entertaining, and its probably not worth posting more than half of the ideas I come up with in my head.
I know you guys like me and I like you guys too but I feel like me being here isn’t doing much. I kind of feel like I’m slowly kind of drifting away from this community.
Honestly whatever is going on in my head at this point isn’t great either. And then KidzTalk has stopped being super fun for me.
Even in life now I feel like my interests are different, my humor is different.
Also… guys?
I don’t feel like KidzTalk is as kind as it used to be I guess and everything other people seem to be liking (i.e, Scandinavian stuff, no offense to Carly for liking what makes her happy!), I’m not very interested in.
I try to make things interesting sometimes for myself and to introduce things to other people but it’s kind of hard at this point.
I don’t feel noticed and I know I shouldn’t be taking it this way, but the fact that I was only voted in the yearbook thing ONCE kind of hurt. I literally came up with the idea trying to include everyone and somehow I was only voted once. Does anyone even know me!?
KidzTalk has changed me. I’ve realized some things about myself I’ve now fixed, I’ve been able to converse and share things with other people, found shared interests…
I don’t think I really changed KT.
And I feel crazily boring. Like there isn’t anything interesting about me.
You know whats going to stop me from feeling this way about everything? Saying goodbye. At the very least taking a break.
I’m sorry if I sounded like the following: rude, a pick me, selfish, greedy, annoying, and whatever else you thought. I’m not trying to. I’m just trying to state my feelings.
I might just be burning out here on KT.
So… just so you know…
this is just going to be a bit of a goodbye for right now.
I really feel like I was crazy annoying with this post but I tried to explain every aspects of my feelings.
I’ll see you guys.