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Hi mom.

This bracelet is in honor of your death. Because I will alaywas love you. Even though you abandoned me and drove off leaving me alone with nothing to do becuz my aunt was out of town. And I forgive you for making me feel like you abandoning me was my fault. And making me have to call //big-eyes//to come and be with me and comfort me because I am all alone.

And most of all.

Just one thing.

 I don't forgive you for doing the things you did and taking things you shouldn't and being dead.

in case you can ever come back to life maybe.

Guys I know I definitely whine way to much about my mom on here and I know I have you as my support but i just miss her. I miss her so much. And the thing that really hurts most is, the fact that the last time I spoke to her we were fighting. If we never fought like we did she never would have left. And if she never left she would have never made those bad friends in town and if she hadn't made those bad friends she wouldn't have taken bad things and drink until she dies. Say whatever you want.

I. Just. Gave. The. Explanation. On. Why. My. Mom's. Sudden. Death. Is. My. Fault.

It really really is.

Please help.

Please just hug me.

Please.

!?!?

I need someone to love me rn.

I'm alone in the house except for Abby. And.....

I dunno.'

Im just..

Just done.

Done with growing up.

Done with being a kid.

Don'e with being treated like garbage. 

Done with all the sudden deaths in my family.

Done with it all.

And most of all.

I'm doing living my life.

Its getting to hard.

Its just..

Im just..

I..

I just dont know.

-chels

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I know you can get through this I have only known you for three weeks but I know you are strongheart-handsand I am always here if you want to talk

-your good friend,icecream13heart

by (737k points)
Thx girl.

Ill message u k?
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I will.
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Ksinging


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Oh chels! ITS NOT YOUR FAULT AT ALL! DON'T BLAME IT ON YOUR SELF IT MAKES ME SO SAD!

And you are not being whiney! Whine to me however you want idc!

*hugs* I love you!(as a friend BESTIE obviously) 

:((((((((((((

Stay strong!(I know I say that so many times but whatever)

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Thanks bestie!!

*sniffle*

That was beautiful!!
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Hehe thx
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first of all ................... ILOVEIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Secondly ...................YOUGOTTHIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
+1 vote
by (127k points)

I wish I could give you the biggest hug right now I haven’t been on here as long as some other people have but I still love you! heart

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Oh Chels, I wish, I just really wish I could really hug you. I wish I really knew you in real life, I wish you didn't have to go through this, I wish we were sisters. I just want you to feel happy and content.

All I can say is pray. To God, to help you through this! He is there, he never leaves. We love you, girly. I prob should do that (p) thingy, but I feel like if I did, I would do it at the wrong place or something

-Natalie
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?

Thx girl.

Ik
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I am going through something tough too, but we can get through this together.
by (737k points)

Ok and imsorry for u girlyheart

+2 votes
by (394k points)

Im so sorry. 

Please don't unalive yourself. Even though life is really hard for you rn...

You'll regret it. 

You brighten our days, and you are very crucial to this website.

You're aunt would really miss you. 

So please don't.

~Eva heart

by (737k points)
I would never really do that

Im just upset
+1 vote
by (46.1k points)
*BIGGEST BEAR HUG* Ilysm chels u can even cry on my shoulder if you like u are allowed to let all ur feelings out I get it if I lost my mom I'd never come out of my room or get out of bed I'd cry A LOT. I feel bad I feel like I took things from my older sis that died I feel I took away her name her 2nd oldest thing and her life but we'll get through this together
by (737k points)
Ok ty girly
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violin.

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HUG
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Ty

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