I'm feeling really down. Can someone cheer me up? I really miss my mom right now. I'm really really sad. :( sigh

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So I don't know if this will get approved but my mom wanted to die. My aint and idug it up a few hours ago. I'm gonna be sad forever. I can't even say behind the screen how depressed I am. I haven't touched food in 2½ days. I'm just really really really really really missing her. Its like a hole in my heart and she broke the hole when she died. Now little by little my heart gets smaller and smaller until I have no family left to hug me. I can't do it.

I can't..

Girl I can't do that.

I just...................

I can't.

So I messaged ThatOneRainBowWorm about it first. Because I know that they are really good with this hard stuff.

And I will copy and paste what I said to them now:

Here it is:

Well my mom's funeral is coming up in a week. And there is something my aunt and i dug up an hour ago that made me burst into tears and cry forever all over again. My mom..she..shee.
Joel she knew she was gonna die. She knew it. She wanted  to die I think.
The police said she already had her spot in the cemetery picked for around a month. She booked that spot on the day she abandoned me. Which means..i..she...
She knew she wanted to be done with me when she left that night.
Can you hug me??
Can you help me calm down??
Im still crying.
Kidztalk ik its mature to say but can approve plz?? Thx

idk if it will get apprved but i wanna burst into tears rn.

i..i..i gtg.

-chels

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hey I’m basically always active so whenever you feel like this you can pm me I will answer as soon. As it approves I’m here for you(I’m being really cringe)

-your bestie:icecream13

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Its not cringe.

Ur the best girl!!

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Thank you!the pm’s you sent me are taking so long to approve so that’s why I didn’t answer

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Yayayayaayayaya ok

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Hi I'm Alex Is sad your mom died and I'm sorry for your loss but you can do this❤❤❤❤  it ok?​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

She love you so much ?​​​​​​​                     she in a safe home.

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Huh??

Thx but wdym?

Answer 1

Chels you are my best friend and when you are sad im sad! 

I can't believe you're mom would do that!  But I'm sure it wasnt about you! don't think like that! Well atleast she is happy now...I guess

Let it all out!  Cry as much as you want! *hugs until you say "swiftie i cant breath"* 

Its going to be ok!!! You should eat! Have something you really like!!!! 

Kt is here for you! 

-ur online sister and bestie

Xoxo ilysm

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Aww swiftie ilysmsmsmsms bestieee!!

She probably isn't happy now. But thats probably cuz she wanted to make my life miserable.

:(

But I love you so much bestie.

And heeheh i love watermelon

Its my fav fruit.

When I was younger we used to go to a watermelon farm and pick the ones that we wanted!! It was fun!!

But thx girly.

ilysm.

Xoxo,

Chelsea

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Well then don't let your live be miserable!

I love watermelon to!!!!

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She would never do such thing to make your life miserable!!

She loves you, but she did the wrong thing.

This was hard on her, and I understand.

But she doesn't realize the effects on you.

And if she's not there to love you,

I will <3

Please stay strong, eat something,  and try to recover inside and out. Idc how, cry on my virtual shoulder if you need to. But I'm here, and won't leave :)

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:)

 ok.

Ok.

Just.

I'm gonna be ok.

Answer 2

Chelsea

You are gonna be sad for a long time. It's perfectly natural...You can't expect to be perfectly happy or content a week after somebody you loves death.

I know I say this every day but you got this.

You really do

You are one of my best friends and I don't want you to lose your happiness.

You can grief for as long as you want but try to be happy.

think positive.

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I'm trying to be happy I really am.

But its hard.

Answer 3

Hey~

It's okay.

You got this.

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I don't got it tho.

  I keep crying

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It's okay to cry.

It's okay to miss your mom.

It's okay.

I love you, and everyone around you does too.

so, cry if you need to.

It'll be okay.

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Ok.

*crying*

Answer 4

I-Chelsea-I’m so sorry. I’m sure that…wasn’t her intention…i-she-she may have needed to…I don’t know. I know this is…sooo confusing for u…and…and super sad. For you, mostly, but for all of us. We don’t like to see u sad. We love u, chels. (P) we want the best for you. I’d love to talk more, but I’m not gonna be here after this post till Monday. Be strong. We r here for u.

-clara

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Thx.

It was tho.

Answer 5

I can't put in words how strong you are. You never gave up. I can't put how....how..... you... went through this without just giving up into words. Chels, im always here. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ * sends virtual hug*

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.

Yeah.

Its hard.

I have a feeling it'l lead t to something good though.

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God has an amazing plan for you. I know it.

Answer 6

if it helps im on for a bit today and when im here i will always be here for you

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Thx girl.

I'm gonna be active alot of today xx

Answer 7

okay so if I could hug you I would (which is saying A LOT bc I HATE hugs. I rarely even let family hug me).

If there's anything I can do, just let me know

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Ok mcn.

It means enough that u said I could always message u!!

So thx

Answer 8

BURSTS INTO TEARS!!!

HOW CAN I HALP

LUV YA BESTIEEEE

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message me and we can talk!!

plz

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Ok

Answer 9

In life we go through up’s and down’s life can suck sometimes and that’s okay cause it’s apart of life. But we have to keep fighting through and we can do that with the help of are friends and family because we are always here for you so when you feel upset and alone just know that God, your friends, and family are always gonna be here for you. - Wolflover

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ik thx bestie

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Anytime

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Want to chat??

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oh sure I would love that

Answer 10

Oh I really wish I could do more to help you *sending virtual hugs* 

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thx girl.

:)