Don't even ask that question.
I'd hate my life, delete all my photos of Deku (And you KNOW it's bad if I do that), Eat all the ice cream in my fridge, go touch grass' for the first time, go get vitamin D for the first time, start playing "Dumb ways to die 10 Hours" for inspiration, but then realized that's kinda dark, then go to Google to find more pictures of Deku to cheer myself up.
That's why you shouldn't have asked that.
..........What a stupid question.........
DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT LEAVING. (I support you no matter what you do~ :> ) DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.