Have you ever considered practicing witchcraft? I think you would be good at it! If you don’t really know what that is, to sum it up, it’s basically taking advantage of the world around us. For example, one thing I do, is collect crystals and believe that each crystal has a meaning! Like rose quartz represents love, clear quartz represents protection, etc. Some witches practice divination, like tarot cards. Some witches make spell jars, basically putting a bunch of spices and/or herbs that contain the intention you want. I could make post abt this if your interested!