I know exactly how that feels! But the only difference is that I'm the only girl in my church youth group, and also I'm the youngest, so I don't even have friends there, and my other friends at school are not really friends... I would suggest to try and be as outgoing as you feel comfortable, but only to people that are nice and you want to be friends with, since other people might be a bit harsh, you know? But other than that piece of "information" I honestly don't know what to say to help you, since I'm in need of help too.
Question: Can we be friends online on KT?
~ Your friend(I hope), Wraya <3