It's so weird. I feel like I've lost some connections to this place. I've gotto say I'm glad Cheer, and Z (BlueZswagger, Hope you don't mind that new nickname.) are still here. How have you guys been ? (Everybody can answer that lollll)
I've made a new friend, (We'll call her Elizabeth) and I don't feel awkward around her, and we're really similar. She's a lot like I used to be, and I like that. She's got three, siblings and is the oldest like me.so that was really cool. We live really close !
Speaking of friends, There is this girl, Grace, She's umm nice and funny. I enjoy spending time with her, same with Jules. I really like those people and I would consider them friends, but not in the way me and Elizabeth could be. You know what I mean.
My social anxiety (nervousness lolll) is still there, but the past couple of weeks I've been learning to overcome that.
My last youth group was really awesome . My weird side came out. Okay funny not so funny story that tells you a little bit about my personality: I got picked on my team, and got identified by boots. So stomped to the team captain (He thought I was mad lollll) and hugged him . basically, I was showing of my boots.
this probably won't be significant to y'all, but I am now able to text my old friend. And I feel like we could become really close.
God is constantly changing me, these past couple of weeks I've been focusing on him more. Reading and praying more. I've been growing in Christ a lot. Learning things I've never known before, and seeing things I've always known in a new light. I gotta say I can't wait for heaven.
