So,hey! I am back on kidznet lol. i loved this place when i was like 10 or something, i logged in again hah and am looking and the dum question i asked here and feeling kinda clumsy rn.
anyways, hey i am from india and i am 13. my name is harsimar
so i am in 7th grade and i am having a big crush on someone from my school. he is in 10th grade and the worst thing is his class is on another floor. he is 15 years old and i dont thing he is much older than me. i love him so much but i am able to see him like twice in a month. he was in our school band and i was too. now i am really depressed because i really miss him because examination is going on and i am not able to see him since 2 months now. i am sure he never dated someone and is not having a crush. the reason is my cousin in his class so i keep getting clues about him. i FINALLY found him on socials but not able to send him a request. i am so depressed that i cannot even explain it in words. i met him in 2021 november. i keep making fake scenarios with him and i always wish that those fake scenarios come true one day. i even consider him as my future husband (ik iam crazy)
fact: his name is almost same as my name just 2 last letters are rearranged and one extra letter is added
he is the only thing that comes into my mind 24/7. he is the only person i dream about. he is my everything. i don't even know if he even thinks about me but i am just a crazy lover. maybe he is my first crush. yall know this is the age when we get attracted towards people like a magnet. in india, our parents hate it if their kids have a crush or a bf. i cannot even tell him how much i love him because if he rejected me, i'll die
what should i do? do you think that having a crush at this age is a big mistake?
hey, this is not i question, i just wanted to share my feelings. i hope someone sees this soon.
i am really sorry for not using the capital letters and too much grammatical errors.
thanks guys
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