im sorry i posted all those things
i think i was dramatic, and maybe even annoying
and nobi, thanks for asking
i dont really know if im okay
i just have… well, thoughts
spinning ‘round my head i guess
are you okay? because ive read a couple things and im afraid you aren’t as great as you say you are
uh
so uh
uh
my entire thought process right now pretty much can be described as the lyrics in the song Numb Little Bug by Em Beihold
do you ever get a little bit tired of life, like you’re not really happy but you dont wanna die
i think i just don’t get myself.
im sorry that i wrote those things on here, im sorry i made it so subtle like it was a joke, im sorry if i somehow made you angry that i wrote those things, im sorry that it includes depression and s*icidal thoughts as well as SH, im sorry i used a kids website to vent
i don’t really know whats going on anymore
i guess thats my explanation.
im going to go crawl back into the depths of my comfy bed now and sleep because thats really all i want to do right now or anymore
