So a long time ago like 2 yrs if you were around you would have known me as Fire Queen and known that I was going through a tough time with my parents. Also what you didn't know I was going through a rough patch in my mental health. And I was thinking about ending it all I was sad all the time crying all the time. And I would spend hours in the bathroom on YouTube crying bc I felt like the only safe place from my parents was my bedroom.
This got to the point where I started to bite myself again. For context I had chronic depression in 2nd grade both my grandpa and grandma died that year. I was crying all the time I had no friends except for one girl who was so toxic and everyone call be a crybaby (IN SECOND GRADE). I didn't know what depression or self harm but the only way to get my anger and sadness was to bite myself into stop crying. (I am so much better now)
Anyways Covid hit hard and I'm a very extroverted person and not being around people acually really hurts my mental health. But KT started making me feel better talking to all these people other than the people at my school.
But It got so bad that some songs I just can't even listen to anymore without crying. Anyways you guys are like my therapy. I don't cry almost at all anymore and I feel so much better every day.
One question if you have had depression have you had any side effects that have stuck with you forever?
Some of mine I dislike sad songs, I feel safer in the bathroom, and I can't fall asleep without white noise?
So shout out to the KT team for creating this place and shout out to everyone who was there for me in that rough time and generally shout out to everyone reading this!
