i'M eVeN dEePeR iN tHe cLoSet sO yIpPeE- :sKuLl:

Question

Last night, I made a desicion. 

I was gonna tell mu mum abt me crush-

WELL GUESS HOW WELL THAT WENT-

Ofc, when I woke up, the very thought of going up to my mom like-
*Me: hEy mOm

*Mom: Good morning, sleepy butt!
*Me: DoN't yE mEaN, bI/LeSbIaN BuTt??!??!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

*Mom:

huh-

-MaDe mE fEeL sIcK tO mY sToMaCh ​

So, as the chimkim I am, I just shut up abt it.

BUT I NEED TO TELL MY PARENTS OR IM GONNA BURST AND DIE A VERY PAINFUL DEATH OF NOT-COMING-OUT-ITITUS

*overdramatic groan*

IM MORE CHICKEN THAN OUR FAVORITE FAST FOOD CHICKEN PLACE THAT HAS A FILLET IN IT-

Completly unreleated but I'm scared for my mental health.

Yesterday, I made that post while sobbing my eyes out, slouched over my computer in the dark and thinking about ending it. 

Right now I'm just chill-

Okay, so heres a table:
I felt:

MY MENTAL HEALTH YESTERDAY

bro	Like ending it
triple bro	Like I was gonna die sad, rotten, alone and way too young
quadruple bro	Like I the room was gonna flood because of my endless tears

Now, compare this with todayL

 

MY MENTAL HEALTH RIGHT NOW

true dat	I'm feeling chill
very true dat	I'm content
eXtReMly TrUe DaT	I'M GONNA LOSE IT-

Everytime I'm sad/mad I just wanna explode the whole world. I just wanna scream and.. I don't know, but something violent

It's so overwhelming. One day I feel like dying, the next I'm on the top of the world.

I'm tired of this emotional rollercoaster.

I'm not even a teenager yet. (IM GETTING CLOSE THO)

Can y'all hjelp me?!

Answer 1

Idc whether you’re Bi, Lesbian, Ace or any other sexuality out there but just remember you will always be mah girlie 

Comments

Tysm bestie 

Luv ya (AS MAH BESTIE-)

Answer 2

hope everything's better

My mental health is like that too, Sometimes I feel awesome and sometimes I hate myself

Comments

Ty. I hope you get better too!

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Tru dat, Tru dat. I hated myself once for accidentally breaking my dad's TV. He wasn't even mad really. I Cried under the covers for MAYBE an hour!

I had to tell my mom I thought I had ADHD in worship week, and she showed me all the symptoms of a gifted child, and now I could just be gifted :) She made me feel better, and we had a nice hug. So hopefully telling your parents about something will warm your heart and make  you feel better about yourself. You can do what you want with your life, but I was born a girl (No offense, respectfully) so I will stay a girl, I was also made to like boys, so that's why I do. I HAVE SO MANY CRUSHES OM-GOSH. But do what you want with your life. :) God loves you even if you don't believe in him. If you were born a girl, PLEASE try to be a girl or like boys. I'm not forcing,though :) Just know that God created you to like boys and worship him. God AND I love you so much (As a friend)!

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TYSM puppi <3

Answer 3

I'm a bi bestie here 

I still haven't come out abt being bi or a therian to my parents. (everyone else besides my cousins and my parents know)

do I think abt a lot?

definitely.

have I tried coming out at all?

no.

have I planned it out in my head?

definitely.

will I come out when I'm ready?

yes.

Everyone come outs at different times in different ways. I have considered writing a note MANY, MANY, MANY times, but I have never brought myself to do it.

Stay strong.

-Adi, your bi bestie 

Comments

TYSM adi!! This helped me :)

Answer 4

Although I can't offer much advice on the matter, this was quite entertaining to read! 

Comments

I’m glad I entertained you pookie

Answer 5

Okay, first of all, listen to the song “Goodbye Angels” by the Red Hot Chili Peppers. It’s not some LGBT song, BUT it’s a good song anyways.

Secondly, I’m asexual, but you probably know that. I haven’t told my parents (and I don’t plan to), I have told some of my friends, I’ve told you guys, that’s about it.

Comments

yeah same. I've only told my sister, my closest friends and KT

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So, have you listened to the song yet?

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Not yet but I'll let you know when i do

Answer 6

Girl I feel you

Answer 7

when/ if you do come out to them, I hope that they accept u for who your are!

Comments

Thanks Lori ;)

I know they will :)

Answer 8

as ur bestie (and closeted gender fluid person) I need to say that IT SUCKS! my parents aren't homophobic so I told them I'm bi- but they r transphobic but not violently so I'll probably never tell them about me  being gender fluid. I cameout to my mom during pride month like this: *puts bi and pride flags all over room bc y not* so heyy mom *nervously laughed*um so I might have  a crush on a girl *all in one breath* her: u sure its not a phase me: MOTHER BEING STRAIGHT WAS MY PHASE  

so tip: use the maybe or might approach. for example: I might have dropped my phone and it may be shattered? (btw this is how I told my mom my phone broke-)

Comments

Okay. I will try once I get my stupid courage back >:l

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oooo wait that method is good I might use it

Answer 9

Me every day 

It’s normal I guess. You gotta practice regulating your emotions which is HARD

Also don’t suppress them I guess

Comments

What do you mean, regulate?

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Like trying to keep them under control and less in a burst of something? Does that make sense-

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Yeah it does :)
ty

Answer 10

I feel you.

But idk abt this stuff!!

Imma message u tho!

Comments

Thanks girl.

I just got the message :D