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im sorry for ignoring you, Chelsea...
i just.. im too scared rn.
i cant take all this.
im already suffering from leaving Mich, my sister moving out and everything else.
i have to go to court abt my dad soon, and i might very well be the reason he goes to jail.
i wanna help, i wanna be there, but chels... both our lives suck.
i want Abby to come back. i want you to feel better.
i want so many things, but, dang it, i wont get them.
im sorry, im sorry, im sorry.
but even if i reply i cant change anything.
im sorry.
and im sorry for saying sorry, bcuz ik that dosent help.