Hey Cuberdude! I'm actually really happy to see you on here again- but I wish it was on better circumstances :( Again, I am so so so sorry you are feeling this way!
First off, please, oh pretty please, don't "end it!" It's not a great idea- idk if you are a Christian (and even then, suicide is a touchy subject), but in my beliefs, suicide is an unforgivable sin. Not only that, but Im very positive you would be leaving a ton of great people behind who love and care about you Also, think about all the great things about life you would miss out on- learning to drive, prom, family gatherings, holidays, birthdays, growing up, and having a family of your own. Idk about you, but I sure wouldn't want to miss a second of it :)
Cindy below has also got some great advice (I was actually gonna post the number, but I guess they beat me to it :p)!
I'm assuming (well, duh) you're going through a bit of a rough patch right now. Again, I'm sorry. Those spots in life can be nasty little buggers! I've certainly had my fair share of them!! Well, haven't we all Cuberdude, you are not alone, believe you me!! You can always talk to me about anything, and chances are, I felt and gone through the same thing, as will you. I know you can do it, man!! Just keep rolling with the punches :) Things will get oh so much better, you've just gotta make it through these tougher times, I promise!! I always have. And so will you.
Also, with all due respect to whoever said "cereal isn't for lunch..." That is one of the dumbest things I have ever heard. I could eat cereal all day XD So yeah, stupid rule XDXD
All in all, just keep in mind that people care for you (so does God!)! I would hate to see something happen to you. Just keep going! :) Again, I am always willing to listen if you ever need to vent. I am wishing you the bestest of luck, Cuberdude!
P.S. Ofc I know that song ;)
Always bein' judged by a bunch of strange faces
Scared to go outside, haven't seen the light in ages
But I've been places
So I'm okay-ish, so I'm okay-ish
;)