I know how that feels. It's hard and frustrating, isn't it? I still think that about my drawings. You can try watching some tutorials and also search up easy drawings and then try to copy the ones you like. That's not what I did, but you could try that. My old friend-that-isn't-my-friend-anymore taught me how to draw the base shape, and then I taught myself the rest by just randomly drawing what I felt like I should draw, you can also try that, if any of your friends are willing to help you.
~ Your Friend, Wraya <3