This is personal, I apologize if you are uncomfortable or insecure due to this.
So yeah, I hate my mom.
When my dad told me my mom was divorcing me around a year ago, I was distraught and asked my mom if this was true. I was sitting in the living room, sobbing to myself and my mom explained that he was telling the truth, and they were splitting. she then proceeded to tell me "Get over it", and thats the thing that basically made me resent her.
I should mention that a few months before this. my dad had gotten cancer and needed surgery, and when my mom was driving him to the hospital she broke the news to him that she wanted a divorce. Needless to say, my dad got the surgery completed and is doing well. But in the months that followed his surgery, my mom basically ignored all of us. She shut me and my brother out and spent almost all of her time in her room or on her phone.
So my mom got me in counseling sessions a few months later and I have been with 3 different counselors. All of them have been fairly nice but I don't see the point in counseling. My mom just waits outside as I ramble to the counselor about how much I dislike her and how crazy she has been acting.
Another thing about my mom: Her sister, AKA my aunt, is bipolar. She is on medication but when she isn't she is basically insane. This is mainly why I suspect my mom of being bipolar as well. It runs in her family but me and my brother are not at risk of getting it because she is not my biological mother and me and my brother are both egg donor kids (Google it if you don't understand what it is).
Idk what to do anymore. The custody is split 50-50 so I am at my dads one week and my moms the next and then my dads again and so on and so forth. Someone give me yalls opinion on this. Again, I apologise for the longness of this xd