Honestly girl, he could be some creep. You may have dodged a bullet. And honestly, why crush on a guy who's face you haven't even seen (also, not trying to bash on you Alex, I swear!)!? Crush on a guy at school, or a hot actor or the dude from your favourite TV show (guilty of the last one seriously I'm a simp and it is mega pathetic 
).
And yeah, people come and go. But with the "go" there is "come." Some people leave, but even better ones come in not to replace them, but to fill in the gaps :)
You've got this, girl!! And also, I love having you around, and I would love to get to know you better!!
P.S. It doesn't matter if people don't want to be around you- be a menace and MAKE them be around you 
It's this kinda chaotic thinking and gaslighting that I get up in the morning for.
Keep your head high 
You got it!! :D
