Aw I'm sorry :l
You don't deserve that. I hope people start listening to you.
When stressed, I reccomend either watching a video that makes you happy or thinking about things you are passionate about. For example, you really like anything and everything Minecraft-related, so maybe you could think about something you really like about it, something you think needs improvement, etc. It can help take your mind off your stress :)
- Dino (he/they)