let me vent to you about my life ..... so I was born in new Mexico and my family was super happy my mom toke her meds every day, my dad didn't drink it was all good then my moms schizophrenia got really bad and she stopped taking her meds.... then because my dad got stressed a lot he began to drink ,really really bad and when I was about 5 my dad passed away from liver cancer , during this time my mother had gotten really bad and she did not belive my father was dead, and she started hitting me a saying all these crazy things, some days I would come to school with bruses, and one day the school police officer found my nurses and asked what they were from and I said my mom , that day after school at 9 years old I entered the foster system, my first home I was at for 2 years they starved me and hit me , I left and then I went to another family that was so mean to me and would burn my stuff, then I went to on that was ok ig but I started getting bullied really bad and self harming, about a year ago I tried to you know..... and I got sent away to group home to try and make me feel happier and stop hurting my self, and now when I look back its all so overwhelming, but anyway I hope you can tell me whats wrong