Confusing period in my life

Question

Once again, I don’t vent. Carly vents. I need help, which I probably won’t get, but I trust you guys enough to ask.

I’m genuinely confused.

I feel powerful and weak at the same time.

I have started lifting small weights.

I dont know why, but i feel more powerful simply because of that.

Oh, also i carried a shotgun for about 5 miles a day for two days, so maybe that too.

Idk why, but i just feel forgotten here.

KN forgot me.

I mean I literally stayed there for 3 months. At the beginning of june, i joined. Around the beginning of September, I left.

I made 32 posts in that time period.

I also thought I made friends, but no.

To agm13: im looking at you. I thought I was your friend, but apparently not. You quite literally forgot about me, even when I helped you when you first joined KN.

I made 2 exclusive series, and one is coming up.

I also thought I cemented my legacy.

I made friends.

I LITERALLY WON THE ELECTION FOR PRESIDENT!

I was very happy I accomplished this.

However, it just seems so depressing to think nobody remembers you even when you did so much for the community you loved.

Im returning to KN, but only to make sure Carly doesn’t surpass me (she may use point bots or sum idk, its sus how she gets so many points so fast), and to make sure I am re-elected as president, and to write new stories.

Does KN really feel like a place for me?

I am overshadowed by other people.

I (platonically) love all of you, but I dont know if you feel the same.

Also, if I leave here, I will genuinely not be surprised if you forget about me.

KN did, will you?

- HOPEFULLY your friend, GravityCentered

Answer 1

We're friends man! I'm sorry you feel forgotten,  bc trust me, you're not :)

I'll never forget you gc! <3

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I appreciate it!

Answer 2

I am your friend

we will never forget you

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Awwwww

Thank you Carly, that really touched a tender spot in my heart.

Answer 3

We love you too, and dang! I wanna shotgun to carry 5,000 miles.

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Thank you my bro, this was reassuring

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Answer 4

I certainly didn’t forget about your KN tenure.

I remember you were passing a lot of people in points and I was next.

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You’re actually next right now lol

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I know.

Answer 5

NEVER

GC, I could NEVER and I repeat, NEVER. Forget you

Please don’t leave!

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I needed that reassurance. Thank you.

I wont be leaving anytime soon.

Answer 6

Why do people always respond to dumb vents, but not serious ones?

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People responded

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This was pretty premature. I was also still cooling down.