Soooooo…. There’s this girl let’s call her Nora again…and she used to be my friend. SINCE BIRTH may I add…! And as of last year (5th grade for me) she started acting like a little jerk to me. Summarizing what I’m about to rage, I GOT TREATED LIKE STINKIN /:// EVEN WHEN I KILLED HER WITH KINDNESS. Ok, let’s start. So. Me, this girl called Sofie, and Nora were THE trio. Best of friends, loved each other (as friends). Then, sofies mom died. Sad times. More for me than for her, because (literally I’m not being rude, or assuming things and ik this is gonna sound bad but…) her emotions aren’t strong. Like… shes happy go lucky all the time. Some ppl are like that. But. Back to the story. Sofies mother died, she gets kinda mean. Snappish, short tempered, things like that. Not gonna blame her, she’s going thru a lot. But anyways….me and Nora were kinda on the same side. Kinda fed up with her blaming things on us, being standoffish and then just plain rude, and ignoring us in general. So we talked to her, and eventually, she let up a little. Great. So then, 1 month later I think, Sofie and Nora are all buddy buddy. Nora copying Sofie, Sofie copying Nora. (Jsyk, we (except Kate) all live in the same neighborhood so we were even more close.) Ok. Well. I’m being left out. I’ll try to deal with it. At school, a lady tells us (me and Nora) to make friends with the new girl, Kate. Ok. Nora takes that into her hands and does that. Great. *sarcastic alert* More people on her side and less on mine. So now I’m getting REALLY frustrated, so I talk to them at recess. But Nora just walks away back to Sofie, and Kate wants nothing to do with it, she’s a goody 2 shoes. Soooo….im getting really fed up, and then, I bike past Nora’s house randomly and see sofies bike outside. So I find out that Nora and Sofie have been going to each other’s house without bothering to tell me or invite me and I’m just DONE. I was tired of being treated so bad. So I take refuge in the boys. Nora, being the girl she is wants everyone like her and thinks that every boy likes her. Nope. So now at school, im getting hit every time I say something that Nora doesn’t like. Ouch. I tell her to stop. Ok fast forward to the present. Nora and Sofie are hanging out with the popular girls at school, even tho it’s Sofie that’s friends with them, and Nora is flirting with every boy in sight, claiming that she dated a boy in our class, and yeah. Now that I have a chance with my crush, she’s become even more hostile. She and Nora are done with us, so me and Kate have been hanging out. I’m so done with ppl these days, and I’m tired of being treated like scum and as KeigoHeardAnime<3 says, crab. I mean… but yeah. That’s basically my story. I’m really excited if Myron (my crush) asks be to be gf so that I can prove that I’m able to have a relationship too. Oh and one more thing. Since I’m really small for my age, 4’4 at almost 12 yo to be exact… *eye roll* Nora apparently thinks (or at least acts) like i don’t matter and I don’t have feelings. yeah. Ik. Wow. So much for friends. *another eye roll* but yeah! Thanks for reading my raging.
-Clara