Hello everyone!!
Welcome back to another episode of Chelsea's surgery update!!
Hi!! So I am getting my stitches out in five or ten days depending on my injury's healing processso far. And I'm not very happy but I am excited to get my new cast on and I'm excited to choose my colors!! I think I am going to do purple stripe pattern with glitter. The glitter would be aqua blue like, This color.I am happy about that. I am going to try and move on with my life. But I can't. I feel so..like its all my fault. I think the hurt will come later. Right now I just feel..empty. I can't take it guys. Why do I have to be parentless at 12. I'm not even a teenager yet I am still a kid. I'm not even close to looking like an adult. DON'T ASK WHY I'M NOT EVEN CLOSE. But I just can't tak it you know?? The only things that are keeping me getting out of bed and going on with my life instead of crying in my bed all day is you guys and music. Music helps me drown everything out. It helps a lot. Really it does.
By the way that is basically all I wanted to say.
And my leg barely hurts at all now.
I'm gonna have to remember the day my mom passed now.
March 19th. 2024.
That feels so fake out of my mouth.
Just fake.
I need help.
Can someone comfort me please??
Please??
Oh and..
My other sisters don't know my mom passed yet. Only me and Abby know. Abby is my little sister in case you probably might not even know that. But yeah. I am going to probably fly up to FL by myself or maybe just to comfort them. But I feel like I need to be their to hug them you know?? My aunt and I were weighing options and she thinks I could fly out to Florida on Monday to be with them. We are considering it. I will probably be in Florida from Monday to Tuesday. But my sisters will be flying home with me on the way back. (I have five older sisters) and yeah. Then they will move in with me and my aunt back in Connecticut so yeah. Oh and I received an obnoxious text from an old friend. But I don't wanna talk abt that.
Really I don't.
So yeah.
Its a lot on your little girl over here.
I'm gonna try to stay strong ? for you all.
But its hard.
Brutality and mentally hard on me.
But you guys are helping more then anything.
So if anything and the plans work I wont be active all of Monday and Tuesday. I might be on Tuesday night.
And yeah.
I'm take a nap.
I don't feel very great.
-chels
