Hey ya'll! I've been gone for about a week, which is about as long as I have ever been inactive. Anyways, I hope all is well with you guys!!
So, a bunch has happened over the past week that I have been DYING to post! But ofc, I've been busy.
Am I a newspaper? 'Cause it's a new issue every day!! 
Issue #1: Dustin
Well, a bunch has happened with Dustin. After school that day, he proceeded to call me to apologize, saying he felt so bad for what happened that day. We talked for a bit, life went on, and I guess he likes me! Yay! Ish. You'll see later why it's "ish" and I'm not already dating this guy. Anyways, so we've been texting, he's been pretty flirty in person and online. Life goes on.
Issue #2: New Cheer Coach and Season
Normally, I'm not worried about this, but lately, I am. Our cheer coach has left us with a new coach, one I secretly really don't like. She's making us replace our perfectly good uniforms with new ones! It's gonna be so hard for me to afford this- I got my uniforms half off because they were used for $200 or $300- new ones cost up to $700. We have to purchase new shirts and bows and all of that junk! Our stuff we used this year is fine! Not to mention, instead of our typical summer training starting and ending in August, it goes ALL. SUMMER. LONG. Aughhh! I'm just so frustrated! We even have to wear the same exact hairstyle during games!! This new coach is a freaking dictator :(
Issue #3: Work-Life-School Balance
With both cheer and lifeguarding this summer, I'm going to be so exhausted, and I'm worried! Lifeguarding is a high-stress job, and I must be alert at all times- I can't be sore and tired from practice all the time. Ofc, I'm gonna give it a shot, but I'm afraid I will be fired :( Not to mention, with cheer being more intense than last fall and winter, I'm nervous about my grades. Again, gonna give it a shot.
Issue #4: Tom
Tom is not just a friend. I'm conflicted. Very conflicted. Him and I have been texting everyday for 3 hours at least since about a week and a half ago. I figured (and he really does) he just has a flirty personality. We make jokes that we should date each other and that stuff; I really didn't think anything of it. So we were texting last night, and the topic got to love. He said no one has ever been in love with him, and I said "lol same tho." He proceeded to tell me that's not true- he new of at least two people who did like me. I said "wait, two?" Tom said Dustin, obviously. I asked him if it was him. So I called. When I asked again he just laughed nervously, and quickly changed topics to tell me about his Jimmy Johns meatball sandwich. He eventually gave in. He does. And I sorta like him back too, but I like Dustin also! They both are great guys, but I don't wanna lose either of them. If I didn't pick, I will lose them both. But if I do, what if it's the wrong choice? Another thing, Tom is a year and 8 months younger than me- kinda far off from Dustin's single 8 months. What am I supposed to do you guys!? There's two guys, and only one of me. I'm actually so confused and I feel awful. Please help!!
Try and get back to me before Monday!
