I started writing this and it’s not very good ( I’m not even a middle child) but yeah let me know if you like it.
Dear Diary Saturday September 5th
I’m Sarah. I'm a middle child. I have an older brother James and a younger sister Amara (bitter one). Everyone LOVES my younger sister Amaraon the surface but behind closed doors she’s so BRATTY. My Older brother James is going into high school and he always asks like I’m dumb just because he’s a brainiac. I’ve seen videos that are like “ Older sibling vs younger sibling” or “ older sibling struggles.” Or even maybe “younger sibling struggles” but SERIOUSLY those guys have got it easy compared to the middle child. Like for example, when James goes into my room and looks at my stuff my parents will say “ oh he’s just look out for his little sister” YEAH by looking through my stuff UGH.And when Bitter one (Amara) cuts open and ruins half of my fidgets (based on a true story) they’ll say “ oh she’s young cut her some slack” YEAH I know she’s younger than me but she just destroyed half of my fidgets. It took me forever to build my entire collection! I don’t like either of my siblings but I really HATE bitter one. Whenever I have a new teacher their always like “ oh *reads my last name* You’re Jame’s younger sister right?” And then in a quiet voice while the whole class looks at me I say “Yeah, I am.” And then the teacher goes like “Great! I expect nothing less that top performance from James’s little sister!” And then if I get anything less than an A+, 100% (etc)” Their like “ I would have expected more from James’s younger sister.” Yeah WELL MISS WHATSYOURNAME EVEN THOUGH DOESNT MEAN WE ARE THE SAME PERSON AND WILL GET THE SAME GRADES AND MAYBE I DONT WANT TO BE KNOWN AS HIS YOUNGER SISTER!!!!!!!! EVER THINK OF THAT! Sorrrry about my rant there it’s just VERY annoying when they do that. But come tomorrow I won’t have to deal with that anymore (YAY!). You might be thinking “but,Sarah how?”. Well I am starting middle school on Monday and after a LOT of convincing from me my parents are sending me to a different middle school than James went to. So now I’ll just be Sarah, “ Not James younger sister, Sarah” And my BFF Hannah is going to! I REALLY hope where in the Same classes. Now here’s a little more about my relationship with my familiy. I have a weird relashinship with m parents I love them, but my favorite person in the world is my best friend. And I have never told her this but I’m so jealous of her she has a single mom and is an only child her and her mom are SOOOOOOOO close She has told me that she loves me but her favorite person is her mom and they cuddle every night.so yeah I’m so jealous. My parents also are really strict and I’m always worried that if I tell them something they will get mad. Thankfully they wake up LATE on the weekends like 9am late So since I wake up at 6:00 I just do whatever I want for 3 hours and then when they wake up I say I’ve only been awake fo 10 minutes the only thing me and my siblings all know and agree on is our parents strictness and that waking up early and lying about it is good I wake up at 6:00, James wakes up at 6:30and Amara wakes up at 7:00. You’re probably like if your parents are so strict aren’t you worried they’ll find your diary. Yup so that’s why I have a virtual diary I use an app that you can write your diary in and before you enter the app each time you enter a passcode. Me and my siblings each do our own thing till 9:00. All three of us have an unspoken agreement that we won’t tell our parents the others are up. On weekdays I only get like 30 minutes cause I wake up at 6:30 and parents at 7:00. Im realizing you must think I hate my parents but that’s not the case I LOVE them their just kinda strict and I like Hannah more but they were the ones who taught me how to ride a bike, swim and gave me food and shelter so yeah I love them. James used to be okay up until 6 months ago we would play board games and read together and lie to our parents together and stay up late talking but since then he’s been a bit mean to me and has been going in my room and talking ot me like I’m dumb so I don’t like him anymore. I miss him. I’ve never liked bitter one. But Hannah, Hannah is the BEST I can tell her anything we’ve know eachother since kindergarten if we’re not in the Same classes I don’t know what I’ll do. Omg I just reread this whole thing and realized I was rambling so much I promise that when I write after my first day of school there will be less switching topics and rambling, okay good.
Forever and always,
Sarah.
