hey guys.
This is going to be sort of a depressing post. I'm sorry I have to keep venting my problems and worries, but I have nobody else to talk to. Where should I start? Probably about that guy that broke my heart. He left a permanent scar in my heart. I've written about him so much, yet he still haunts my memories. It's been 2 months since he broke my heart, yet I still can't let it go. Am I crazy? I've tried so much to let go, but even when I promise myself everything will be ok, it isn't. You are probably thinking, "OMG, girl. Like, You are so dramatic" . I think I am, too. But I can't do this. I cant.
Sometimes it feels like people would rather hang out with my sister than me. Sometimes I'm so lonely I cry. Sometimes I feel so depressed I just burst into tears and beat myself up for all the mistakes I've made in my life. The pressure of trying to be the best, the prettiest, and the most flawless is really getting to me.
What is the real reason I've never had a boyfriend? Am I ugly? Am I stupid? Idk...I just feel so depressed right now.
I just wanna cry. I am starting too right now. Why do I have to go through all this?
I dont know. I might leave.
I can't keep living like this anymore. I just wanna scream.
But I cant.
What is wrong with me?
