1. Thanks for tagging me. 2. This is why I suggest being fluid. Since genderfluid kinda varies on the day and you don't have to make one big choice. Personally, with being gay, I kinda have similar thoughts about my sexuality. Then I think about guys in that way and barf in my mouth a little lol. My best advice is to go through with the thoughts in your head and organizing them kinda like a debate, and consider each side. Just know that there is no wrong or right answer, you can be whatever you want, whether that be cis, NB, genderfluid, trans, genderqueer, or another term, just be you dude (I call everyone dude btw). As for attack helicopter jokes, make like one and attack next time someone makes one. As for your outfits, try something that you like, or that is neutral and in the middle.