Realization N. Was it worth it ? I still ask myself . Was it worth it to lose my friends , my family , and my home ?
" Know if we know how to solve this theory we see .... ," My teacher droned. Boring I thought . I was more focused on getting that cash prize I had won from an acting competition than school . "Annie." My teacher said sternly . Rolling my eyes I said, " What now ." " Try to pay attention " He said. The rest of class I sat there listening to his monotone voice . Today's lesson was Christianity , Honestly, the only reason I know that is because I read it on the chalkboard . All I remember is some god sent his son so that man could be with him and that mumbo jumbo. I couldn't care less about that .
"Monica ! " I shouted , Olympia , Moore ! " Seeing them at the end of the hallway I ran up to meet them. " Yeah !" , They said in unison . " What's up ," Olympia said in her sweet ,and soft tone . " You ready to get your money ," Monica said with a sly grin on her face . Moore just stood there ready to leave h, he hated school as much as me .
"I am so ready to get my prize," I said ,I mean I have waited for a whole month and today's finally the day .
"Well I'm going now ", I busted out the sch without saying goodbye although I could have sworn I heard Olympia say something .
You don't know how much I felt I needed the money I felt the money would fix everything .
" is it here ! " I asked my elder brother Thomas . I didn't wait for him to answer , instead I ran to my mailbox , Opened it up and found a letter addressed to Annie Clare . Me . I opened it up . and saw those green bills 500 bucks. ,but somehow it didn't seem to fill up that empty space I've had since I could think . " Is it Here?" my brother asked . " Yeah " I said . Empty , that is what I was . Up in my room I sat on my bunk bed I shared with Thomas and wondered. Why hasn't this filled the empty spot ? What will happen ? I thought about death which never crossed my mind before . What will happen when I die ?
When Supper time rolled around I wasn't hungry I excused myself As fast As I could and thought some more .Bedtime rolled around and just lied there awake wondering and wondering more.I decided I needed something to do ,but I was lazy so I felt around my bed and found a book a medium sized , black book . I read and read it seemed as if this book held the answer to all my Queries . I randomly flipped and it fell on this verse : John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his online begotten son that whoever believes in him shall not perish , but have eternal life.
