Occasionally, I experience a lack of motivation to do anything, not even move. I may watch YouTube videos, but otherwise, I don't feel inclined to do anything. This makes me feel lazy and disappointed. Although my brain wants to be active, my body doesn't cooperate. As a result, I tend to stay in bed for most of the day or wake up late and play video games or watch YouTube. However, when I do feel motivated to go downstairs, I sometimes find other people there. This can be embarrassing for me, as they have the energy to make dinner and just be present, while I struggle with motivation. At times, I feel like giving up. But who cares right? Because it's just my fault again.
