They just want a reaction, they just want a reaction...
It was early in the morning, and I was on the way to the bus. I sat in the front like I always do, and a kid, most likely under the grade of third, starts going off on how much of an idiot I apparently am.
I repeat over and over, "Shut up!" "Didn't ask." And more things. I just wanted him to shut up, and he wouldn't. This wasn't the only time this has happened to me. He does this all the time. He's gone as far as saying curse words in his hateful words directed at me, and the bus driver heard him, and did absolutely nothing.
Already full with sadness, I got off the bus for morning recess, which wasn't exactly optional. I decided to completely skip breakfast for some reason I don't seem to understand. I went to the playground and walked around.
Another kid, the same grade as me, started being rude. Again, not the first time he's done this. I chased him around, and his friend joined in. They laughed, doing that stupid "L dance". I chased down the kid's friend and grabbed the back of his hoodie to stop him, hopefully stopping his hurtful "L dance". We both tripped onto the wet concrete, and I was quite injured.
I got up and the kid who tripped and the other kid, his friend, started doing the dang "L dance" again. I felt like they were seriously a problem. I just got hurt and they don't even care. Yet another boy joins them, and I step on his foot and chase him.
We were being called into the building, and I walked up to a kid who's bullied me since the last year. I then realized he made the boy join the other two who were already doing it. I knew he wasn't done with his shenanigans.
I never forgot that, and I might never forget it. I want to punch all of these kids so bad, and that's not where the bullying ends on this one day.
We were at recess before lunch, and I was meowing because I'm cat obsessed. It sounds weird, but it doesn't hurt anyone. This group of kids is around where I am and starts laughing, calling me furry. I step on one of their feet, and try to get them to stop. Do they stop? Nope, never do they.
My hopes are lost. I'll never understand... They just want a reaction, they just want a reaction...
