So do you believe that the universe has always been there? Do you believe the spaces of highly packed matter have always been there, even though matter can't be created nor destroyed? It makes the most sense to me that someone higher than me created everything and I just can't understand it. But I think the Big Bang and evolution are dumb ways to say that we don't understand. The Big Bang started with matter, even though matter can't be created. You also had LIFE created from just about nothing. With evolution, they say these one cell organisms mutated a little bit at a time. But here's the thing. Cells rely on every part of the cell to do their part in life. What happens if one part changes into something else? The cell can't function. That's why when something mutates, it's usually for the worse. There are things like that that don't make sense. You don't need to be an expert to know that. People can't see the forest because the trees are in the way. The big idea is that there has always been matter. Matter turned into life. Life evolved into everything you see today. That's just plain impossible. I believe that this all points to God.
You are right when you say you think there is a higher being than you, but the universe HAS to have a creator.