i’ve been questioning my identity
i’ve found myself wondering if i like girls starting about last year, and as a result, i think i do. you see, a lot of people say they have “childhood ga.y signs” and i realized i have some weird ones.
for starters, when i see guys without their shirts on, i think its gross. but when i see girls with simply just crop tops on, i stare. uh... which isn’t weird at all, haha..
i have some other ones but their very weird and i think that one was graphic enough.
i started out thinking i might be bi, then lesbian, then bi again, and now i think im actually pan!
gender-wise, i think i’m attracted to men romantically and females more than that... pan people, however, don’t like people by gender but by personality. here, i realized that i only like the popular, dominant and fun types. i found myself liking a funny guy at my school this year, and he’s popular, fun to hang with and very controlling. then the people i find cute share these traits. plus i really think i like all genders. the levels of attraction i have for people then confuses me, though, and makes me wander back to thinking im bi. do pan people specifically like genders on different levels? they only care about personality, right? thats where im confused as heck
so, i think im pan. idk. still have a while to go to piece it together, but im working on it. any advice?..
