Well, if you don't want a friend like God, what happens when you die? Do you really want to believe that when you die, you die. Just try believing. I never feel freer than when I pray. All the evidence points to him living. Why wouldn't you want to believe in real, never-ending love? Why wouldn't you want to believe in life, or truth, or true goodness. People, God is real and he loves you! He will never leave you. Some friends will drop you when you aren't what they are looking for. God weeps when you're sad, and rejoices when you're happy. Just pray and ask for a sign. What do you have to lose. Also, look up the philosopher Pascal. Read his famous quote.