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Before anyone posts it, I already know the suicide hotline.

WARNING: IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE DEPRESSING THINGS, DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I held a knife to my throat today. Debating whether to do it or not. I decided not to. Not now at least. If all goes well of May 5th, I should be good mentally. May 5th is the day i go to prom with my crush.

My parents recently made a rule that me and my sister can't argue, and we get yelled at if we do. So now she just bad talks me all the time and I can't say anything or I get in trouble.

On weeks that I have physics tests, that open on Thursdays, I am not allowed to do ANYTHING fun until I finish the test on the weekends. So now I basically don't have weekends anymore.

I get in trouble for basically everything now days. I forgot to feed all 3 dogs we have, only one is mine btw, and I got yelled at for that. I didn't magically know to take the trash out, got yelled at for that.

"I don't see what they see when death is staring at me. I see a window, a limit, to live it, or not at all"

-The Rare Occasions

There is a lot more, but too many to type.

Goodnight, friends.

-Cuberdude

Answer 1

Oh Cuberdude I know you've heard this before but am sorry really truelly sorry and I want you to know I know what it's like to have parents that don't understand what your going through or really anything about you . But I want you to know that there is always a reason to life maybe it's just a small thing but it's still a reason like maybe your dog or your Crush ?? And you have a lot of people at Kidz talk that care about you me Wraya Thalia CC Dukesliver . We care and I want you to know that I will listen to you when ever you need to vent .

Answer 2

Ditto with Blue! Oh my gosh, Cuberdude! I'm so sorry :(

But, hey, prom with your crush?? You are so so lucky!! :D I could never XD Did you ask her or was it kinda a mutual agreement?? You are gonna have so much fun!!

Ignore your sister. She's probably got some, er, stuff going on right now. I promise everything will get better :)

I am so glad I take biology and not physics. It seems like a ton of work, and it just doesn't really "click" with me the way bio does! Listen, the school year is almost over. Finish strong!! You're gonna do great :D

I felt the trash thing lol. The dog thing, a little too. I only have one dog left now, but honestly, I would do everything and anything to have Duke back. I used to think he was a bit of a burden, but now... I guess you don't know what you have until it's gone :(

And Blue is right! I'm oh so totally open to hearing about what you have to say!!

Everything is gonna be just fine! I promise you! I will. I hope you have a great rest of your day :)

Ahhhhh! I'm so excited about the prom thing XD