K so now I'm just mad. If you haven't seen my previous post about this, you should prob go look at it quick before reading this one or it won't make much sense.
So I check my friends account again and he keeps posting videos with K and this other person, A. Now we were supposed to hang out with just him, K, and me. I feel like he's just replaced me with A at this point.
I saw his post and threw my phone across the room. I shouldn't be that mad, but I am. No explanation, no "sorry you can't come because", no anything. Just purely ditching me to hang out with them.
I'm texting him about it rn, I'm just done. I feel like I'm overreacting a bit now, but if he's going to blow me off like that then he deserves to know how I feel. I've been friends with him for 2 1/2 years, and he's never acted like this. Its just annoying.
I already have self esteem issues and get very self conscious around my friends. Everything I say to them I think about later and go "why did I say that? That was so stupid, I shouldn't have said that. They probably hate me now". It makes me sound attention seeking. I also hate vents like this, because I feel like its going to make people on here think im annoying and everything xd.
Eh hem. Therapy? No no no never heard of it.
- Dino
