Well... there's also this rumor going around that my BFF is my gf... and I do like her. We act very... how do I say this... gay around each other (lol), and I think she likes me back, cuz whenever she's around, she gets all nervous and blushy and stuff...
Also, my other friends say that since I've had male crushes before, I'm bi with a preference for girls. I don't feel that way, plus it's way too complicated. I'm pretty sure I'm lesbian cuz well... I just have never felt real feelings for boys. Plus, boys have always betrayed me by making fun of me, literally running away when I confess I like them, etc. I'm tired of it. Girls have never done that to me! Plus, I strongly find women more attractive (?).
The reason I say that no boys will ever like me is cuz I'm the weird kid at school. I always have been. People think I'm a furry. I have giant buck teeth. If I were to have my first kiss right now, my big ol' teeth will get in the way. Plus, I'm fat. And don't go saying "Oh, no, Akari, you aren't!" I am. My stomach is huge, none of my clothes fit, and everything is super uncomfortable. I even have fat-person folds! So yeah, that's pretty much why.
-Akari
