So I am Pansexual and have a boyfriend but I have recently started losing feelings for him a bit. When I got with him, I was madly in love and was blinded. I am starting to crush on a girl in my World Cultures class, but I am insecure about my looks and have insanely low self esteem, and meanwhile she is literally a goddess. She is beautiful and amusing and intelligent, and I feel like I could never match that level of amazingness. The thing is, she barely ever notices me and is already dating another girl. Every time I see her and her girlfriend I get this immedietely jealous feeling and I don't know why, especially since I still love my boyfriend a lot.
The thing is, if I broke up wth my boyfriend I feel like it would be awkward, especially since we are literally best friends and I doubt our friendship could go back to being normal.
My boyfriend is autistic and dyslexic but is very sweet and respects me. This girl is also very similar and I am attracted to her as well. What do I do? I still have feelings for my boyfriend, yet I also like this girl, but she's dating someone. I need advice here, I am stuck in the middle and very confused.
