Bye, for now :')

Question

Hey everyone.

This will be a bit more of a depressing post, I apologize. I've just been feeling burnt out recently. 

Ever since school started up again in my country, I've had little to no time to check this site. I've been cramming school, taekwondo, crafting time, and hours and hours of homework into my schedule every day. The minimal free time I DO have is spent either sleeping or hanging with family/friends. I've really been trying to stay connected to everyone on here, because I love you guys, but life just said NUH UH. 

Add that to the fact that this site has clearly changed. We can't deny it anymore. Almost everyone is leaving or on break, and there have been very few new posts. Everything just seems almost robotic and its honestly pretty depressing to see. Writingnerd leaving almost led me to leave as well, because I loved aer a lot (platonically obviously) and ae was one of my best friends on this site, but I forced myself to stay because I didn't want to make anyone disappointed in me.

I also kind of blame myself for Esie leaving. Not sure why entirely. I heard that her dad checked the site and saw how some LGBTQ people were getting angry at those who weren't an ally, or something along those lines, and that led to her leaving. As someone who makes frequent LGBTQIA+ rights posts on here, and can get a bit heated about it, I feel...I don't know, a bit of guilt I suppose, even though I don't know if its my fault. People say I have intense main character energy, basically meaning I make everything about myself, but that's just anxiety. I get so anxious about every little thing, and Esie leaving just really hurt. Add that to the fact that nayeon, writingnerd, and flaming phoenix are all leaving/have left.

​​​​​​So I suppose this is goodbye. I'm so so sorry. I really didn't want to and it hurts me to do this. I'll be sure to check this site from time-to-time, maybe comment on some of your posts and make a few myself, but I won't be too active. 

To Nobi: Thank you for being my friend. You literally made me cry with all your kind words multiple times. I literally don't know what I would do without you, and this isn't an exaggeration. I could keep going on and on, but I'll try not to. I can't say it enough: Thank you for everything you do. I know for a fact I'm not the only one here who you helped and gave light to. Love you:)  (platonically ofc!)

To Writingnerd: Thank you too. You were one of my absolute best friends on here, and still are. It doesn't matter to me if you are inactive, because you were, and still are, an amazing person. You and Nobi did so much for me and I can never repay it all. The golden girls, am I right? :)

I can't fit everyone in, because I want this to not be a million miles long, but to everyone else, such as Duke, Pumpkin, Esie, Flaming Phoenix, JD, Nordic G., MCN, MCN Jr., etc: You are all amazing, amazing folks. I can't ever express how much this site has done for me. I was a lost, depressed kid when I came here, and now I'm leaving as a...slightly less depressed but happy teen. I literally can't even put all my gratitude into words anymore. Thank you for just being here, you've made my life so much better.

Until we meet again :)

OFFICER, I DROP-KICKED THAT CHILD IN SELF DEFENSE - Technoblade 

- Dino/Wilbur/Toby (he/they/xe)

Answer 1

No! You're not responsible at all for me leaving! The posts my dad saw were made by an anonymous user. BY THE BARRENS, DON'T LEAVE BECAUSE OF ME- Anywhozers, if you have to leave, please leave with a clear conscience. 

I've been seeing all of the goodbye posts and I can't read though them all currently, but this is the one that drew my eyes the most. Thank ye sm for the memories and be sure to come back and check on us or I will climb up the WB tower and release the Animaniacs :)

I wish I could make this longer, but I'm on the library computer and still have three books to get for a research report, so I'll have to fade back into the void for now.

*salute*

Comments

Thank you so much for clearing that up! I was so scared xD.

Thank you as well for the memories. It was absolutely amazing knowing you. You inspired me and my art more than I can ever express and I really appreciate it.

That's alright, its short and sweet. Good luck on all your reports; I'm sure they'll be amazing. Farewell for now, my friend. Thanks for everything :)

- Dino/Wilbur/Toby (he/they/xe)

Answer 2

I read this but I never noticed my name here

btw my nickname is Carly but Nordic is cool too

Answer 3

Thank you for being nice to everyone, I barely get on anymore but, I just want to say you’re the best. I’m gonna miss you 

Answer 4

I will mis you so much( look at my post)

Answer 5

NOOOOOOO DON’T LEAVE USSSSS AAAAAAAA

I will miss you so much! You’re such a great person, and you’ve helped me so much too! Thanks for showing me abrosexuality! I would still be lost in the field of queerness had you not told me about it.

Thanks for being here. I like having you around. With you gone, Kidztalk will be even MORE boring, but at least I’ll know you’re doing good.

I hope everything else in the future goes well! I’ll really miss you!!

(Also, I just want to remind you that you’re as awesome as everyone else. Don’t listen to the abuse from your parents and don’t give in to rude comments. I’m so glad you’re still here and alive with us. I hope everything is going better than before!)

Answer 6

I just came back from school (thunderstorm is happening right now) and I came to posts saying that you and NERDJ are leaving.

Anyways, Dino, you are an important member of the LGBT+ community on here. Very much. And the alliance wouldn’t be the same without you. Now the alliance is just me and Sloth.

Anyways, you are a great friend, and yeah.

Goodbye. Until next time.

(DOOMSDAY IS HAPPENING GET IN YOUR BUNKERS)

Comments

What do you mean by alliance?

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The LGBT+ alliance. I think Sloth created the idea for a group and invited Dino and Writingnerd. I asked if I could join and they accepted me (I guess Sloth, Dino, and Writingnerd forgot to invite me). Another user by the name of “just living” (now inactive) also asked if they could join. Sloth was reluctant to let the other user join but Dino said that since they were a part of the LGBT+ community, they could join. Sloth gave in and let that person join.

As for the name, I named it.

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Can I join? I’m Omnisexual.

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Sure!

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Why do I feel embarrassed for the fact that you remember I felt reluctant-

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I dunno.

Answer 7

I'm happy that I could do that for you...

But honestly, I'm tired of all my close friends leaving here. This has happened so many times in just a few days... I don't know what to do anymore...

-Nobi

Comments

I'm sorry. I didn't know me leaving would affect so many people; I genuinely knew you guys liked me, but this much?!

I love yall-

Also, just to be clear, I won't be leaving any time soon! I will stay but will maybe only post 2-3 times a week, if I can, since life is getting crammed. I love you, Nobi! (Platonically) Please don't be sad :)

- Dino/Wilbur/Toby (he/they/xe)

Answer 8

Wow I'm gonna run out of my daily supply of hat-tips. I suppose everyone leaving is why KS was like "oh ****, we need to do the stuff that everyone was asking about."

Anyway, Dino, even though I still don't quite understand the things I'd wanted to ask you, I still salute you. You've got my boots and gold fillings, so I hope that life goes well for you. Best of luck mate.

Answer 9

Dino, you were always my best friend. I love you! (I'm also leaving). This is sad.well, farewell, my friend

NERDJ,

Logging out

Comments

NerdJ, you were also one of my closest friends and nicest users on here. I love you as well. I'm sad to see you leaving, but at least I know I won't be missing any of your awesome posts while I'm gone! Have an amazing life, you deserve it :)

- Dino/Wilbur/Toby (he/they/xe)