So I have a crush on a really popular kid. He is hot and honestly I would pick him over jimin(and no he is not Korean he is the same country as me, duh) but he is gay. I mean it's not a problem. The problem is he hates girls especially me though I never said a word to him, he called me eww. I'm feeling like a hopeless dork. Also my heart feels like it's growing so should I call the doctor?