I'm feeling really down. Can someone cheer me up? I really miss my mom right now. I'm really really sad. :( sigh

Question

So I don't know if this will get approved but my mom wanted to die. My aint and idug it up a few hours ago. I'm gonna be sad forever. I can't even say behind the screen how depressed I am. I haven't touched food in 2½ days. I'm just really really really really really missing her. Its like a hole in my heart and she broke the hole when she died. Now little by little my heart gets smaller and smaller until I have no family left to hug me. I can't do it.

I can't..

Girl I can't do that.

I just...................

I can't.

So I messaged ThatOneRainBowWorm about it first. Because I know that they are really good with this hard stuff.

And I will copy and paste what I said to them now:

Here it is:

Well my mom's funeral is coming up in a week. And there is something my aunt and i dug up an hour ago that made me burst into tears and cry forever all over again. My mom..she..shee.
Joel she knew she was gonna die. She knew it. She wanted  to die I think.
The police said she already had her spot in the cemetery picked for around a month. She booked that spot on the day she abandoned me. Which means..i..she...
She knew she wanted to be done with me when she left that night.
Can you hug me??
Can you help me calm down??
Im still crying.
Kidztalk ik its mature to say but can approve plz?? Thx

idk if it will get apprved but i wanna burst into tears rn.

i..i..i gtg.

-chels

Comments

hey I’m basically always active so whenever you feel like this you can pm me I will answer as soon. As it approves I’m here for you(I’m being really cringe)

-your bestie:icecream13

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Its not cringe.

Ur the best girl!!

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Thank you!the pm’s you sent me are taking so long to approve so that’s why I didn’t answer

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Yayayayaayayaya ok

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Hi I'm Alex Is sad your mom died and I'm sorry for your loss but you can do this❤❤❤❤  it ok?​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

She love you so much ?​​​​​​​                     she in a safe home.

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Huh??

Thx but wdym?

Answer 1

Chels, I will always be there for my best virtual friend!!! I pray for u and ur fam every day, and I hope life gets better soon. You are so strong, I can tell even through a screen! As I always say, stay strong! I really mean it. I send my love! (U know, (p))

Love,

Natalie

Answer 2

I'm... Really sorry..... Please don't do the same thing she did its not worth it

She must've been a good person... And she is watching over you from above remember that Chelsea!

Comments

i wish i could.

but thx.

and i wold never do what she did.

ever.

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You better not

Answer 3

That absolutely sucks!

I’m sending you virtual hugs and head pats

Your mother is up there living her best life and I’m sure she’d hug you if she could

She’s in a good place and I know it sucks without her. No matter what though she’ll always be by your side even if you can’t see it.

Feel better  ♡

Comments

thx sloth.

but it still makes me cry alot.

Answer 4

I just can’t…

*bursts into tears*

Comments

??

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I think Elo feels bad for you

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Dude, the fact that your mom...

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ik ik

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Elo u shouldn't read these posts if u cant handle them..

I mean,

I AM the ine whos mother died.

But its chill.

I gtg

Love yall

Answer 5

Hug!

Is there anything I can do to help?

Comments

Yeah.

can u message me real quick??

xx,

ur bestie