i need to get smthg off my chest.

Question

Hey everyone, and welcome to my storytime.

So I have three regular best friends and two best best friends. I will only mention four ppl in this post, so lets call them Callie, Amanda, Hailey, and Kate.

So Callie and Amanda are my best best friends, right? And Kate is a therian. (this post has no hate to therians btw) So my mom has br3@st cancer, (she's getting surgery in like 2 weeks) and my dad and has extreme anxiety, and ive been depressed lately, trying to push farther away from my friends and isolating myself. And it doesnt help that Amanda became a therian a few days ago and Callie pinches me a lot (HARD).

Ive been crying a lot lately and felt almost like taking a knife and stabbing myself, but I cant.

I cant.

I cant keep living with the burden of my secrets. (that y'all will soon find out)

I cant.

I just cant.

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Hello. I have a few things to say to you adi.

I have had some tough things happen to me too and I understand where you are coming from. Honestly, I have had thoughts like that but I have found a few things that help. First thing you should do is go take a loooooooong walk outside and enjoy a breath of fresh air. Our bodies were made to be outdoors and not indoors all the time. A lot of the serotonin (happiness hormones) that your body generates comes from vitamins that your body gets from the sun. So, going for a walk can help you to be happy and enjoy how amazing life is. When you spend a lot of time in school or in your house you start to think negatively.

PS. Sorry if that was hard to understand. I struggle with communication issues.

Answer 1

Gosh adi im so so sorry.

That must be really hard.

I understand what your going through. Well, I don't understand the part about your dad but I understand about your mom. And your friend situation sounds hard too.

I am really sorry for you.

And just do you know, you can ALWAYS private message me. Even if it is a message that you sent at two o clock at night I will answer!

I'm always here. 

Even if you just feel like venting out your feelings to someone for no reason I'm here.

Just remember your amazing!    

-Chelsea 

Answer 2

That sounds really awful what you are going through.

1. Prayers for your mom and dad.

2. You have SO much to freaking live for! You were MADE to do something great.

Pls dont commit suicide.

You have to keep living.

Bc I know you will get through this.

Remember everyone loves you.

On KT, your family, everybody.

Love you<3 (as friend:3)

Answer 3

Well I have something to tell you

          I don't think you should isolating your self and don't push them away and if you don't like the pinches tell her to stop

I hope your mom gets better and I hope you feel better

Answer 4

Hey, I feel you kinda. Sometimes, I feel like the entire world hates me. And yeah.

Well, I’m not the best at advice, but you can talk to any one of us.

Answer 5

Adi I understand your struggle and at one point I felt that way too I would scream at everybody and lately I dont want friends. I have severe anxiety so I feel you we can priv message if you want to talk. It helped me to have somebody there for me so it might help you too.

Answer 6

If it makes you feel any better, here’s a fact, Adi:

YOU.

ARE.

AWESOME.

don’t lie to yourself, because you are.

Answer 7

One of my relatives had br3@st cancer. Im here for you. I feel depressed a lot too.