Note: kt, please don't hide this...
I was minding my business drawing then I started thinking about this song
Ceilings - lizzy mcAlpine
I will show the lyrics so I can explain why its stuck in my head
(By the way I had to get rid of a verse of this song so it goes with the it guidelines)
Lyrics:
Celings, plaster
Can you just make it move faster?
Lovely to be sitting here with you
You're kinda cute, but it's
Raining harder
My shoes are now full of water
Lovely to be rained on with you
Its Kinda cute but it's
So short
Then you're driving me home
And I don't Wanna leave
But I have to go
You kiss me In your car
And it feels like the start Of a movie I've seen before
before
*Removed verse*
But its over
Then you're driving me home
And it kinda comes out
As I get up to go
you kiss me in your car
And it feels like the start of a movie I seen before
But its not real
And you don't exist
And I can't recall the last time I was kissed
It hits me in the car
And it feels like the end of a movie I seen before
Before
Well I used daydream about being with a fictional character
But I daydream about being with schlatt which is weird because he is 8 years older than me but I never been in a relationship before and its made me feel depressed and I cheer myself up by pretending I am in a relationship.
Its hurts because I might never be in s relationship because of my autism so I just daydream to make the pain of it hurt less
And I don't go out much because of my dad being busy( we have one car)and i'm homeschooled
Oh jeez I'm actually tearing up talking about it
Its pathetic I know, I just don't want to be alone forever.
I guess that's just life.... You never really get what you want, life is truly cruel..
