ok so lately ive been feeling really down i am (dr diagnosed all btw) autistic, depressed, and i have high anxiety. i have a long history with sh and suicide issues and i am getting really sick of life. im tired of having (my friends suspect i have ptsd) panic attacks every time i see this one girl who emotionally abused me and im tired of being bullied for just being me in general. have attempted multiple times and i cannot trust anyone irl with this so thats why im letting it out here. please help me my inner self really wants to get better but i just dont know how.
