vent (unregistered bcuz im insecure abt this topic)

Question

i always feel like im the back-up friend... like no one really cares about me or my feelings...

i get annoyed when people brag, or talk about themselves bcuz it makes me feel worse about myself.

nobody ever sees me for who i am, or what i like, but only because of my looks.

i'm not pretty, attractive, or not even quirky.

im just... plain...

no matter the dye, clothes or anything.

im still not good enough.

my family's mean, my other friends are mean... well they were

i had to leave everyone and everything behind, now...

is there any point to being here?

not KT, or where i live... but... life in general?

any point?

why do i feel like this? why am i always depressed? why dont i eat?

anyhow.

if you read this far...

thanks.

Answer 1

I have a feeling this is Joel...

Hey bro. PM me sometime. I think you need to talk about this with someone. If you are Joel, then, well I think you are VERY PRETTY- (not tryna sound sus here, Hyude or Caryl or whoever's moderating rn lol)

Comments

I said that too..

Answer 2

Hi. I don’t know who you are…but…you know what? I think it will get better for you. No, I’m not just saying that, I have a feeling. It may be rough right now, but it will get better. “Here” as you say, ‘life’ is definitely worth it. Please. Don’t give up. You are awesome. You are cared for. Your friends…well…they sound mean. They sound like people you shouldn’t be around. Find some friends. Find some that you really care about and feel comfortable with. Find some that love you. I can be that person if you want. But you might want to find a friend irl. Like…at your school, or in your neighborhood if you have one. With your depression, try to eat. No matter how hard it may be, or how low your appetite is…not eating will accelerate that depression. Please try. For me. Anyway…your depression is something that can change. Try eating bananas. Bananas can help depression actually. 

You are NOT the backup friend in my opinion. If you are in your friend group irl, then it’s time to find some different friends. For people who see you for your looks…I don’t! I dont even know what you look like! You seem like a kind, funny person. You are pretty, and attractive. I know that even though I don’t know what you look like. On both the inside and out, I know you are beautiful. I know it. You need to find some people who love you. You need to find some people who appreciate you and care for you. Because you deserve to be loved, cared for, and appreciated. Ok? Listen. Don’t give up on life. Don’t give up on us. Don’t give up on me. You are loved.

-Clara

Answer 3

Hey, I don't know you, (i think??) but it's going to be okay. I promise, it all can't get worse from here. I swear. And you aren't plain! Everyone is different in one way or another. If you can, talk about your situation with someone you trust or know. Try finding different people to befriend, what they're like. I'm really sorry, and I want to try and help you.

Answer 4

I don’t know who you are but know this.

You are amazing even if it doesn’t seem like it. You are pretty, you are probably attractive and you are quirky.

You matter, you are good enough. this is a big big world there’s at least one person who loves you.

I still can’t figure who you are out but just know that I’m here for you we’re all here for you!

Try and eat experiment on your food if you can, if not try and name all the flavors of food that you’re tasting.

Never think that no one loves you because we do! (platonically ofc. I think I spelled that right but you know what I mean, if not I mean not in the weird online dating way)

Try and go for a walk in the park and take a look at nature or if you can’t do that look for the beauty in life or wach a show you could always listen to an audiobook. :)

Answer 5

Not assuming. But are you ThatOneRainbowWorm?

:/

If u are message me.

If ur not..

I wish I could help. If I knew who u were I could help more..